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It's a Bird! It's a Plane! No! It's Me Home Alone on the Weekends

by Everyone Says

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1.
nothing feels the same i've been up all night driving and feeling so down trying not to think about how you don't need me like i need you don't say you love me, baby because we both know that you're no good at lying and i'm sick of seeing you around i don't think that i want to be saved by you i don't think that i should be used to sleeping in my clothes with the lights on i guess everything is different now you've been moving west i've been moving on it's been raining in my head since like 2012 back then i thought the world was ending i thought we would all be gone before i could fix myself i guess the mayans are good at pretending i've been acting like i'm strong but honestly i haven't slept in so long i feel emptier sitting in a church than i do most nights alone when I grow up i want to be nothing i'm just like the weather i never get better and all i feel is alone and every new summer shit just gets tougher and i still feel so alone i feel so alone
2.
i woke up today, i decided that i'm never coming back to this place again it took a late night panic attack to realize that i was never good enough for you you could never be proud of me i tried so hard to make you see i've been driving recklessly in hopes that life is out to get me i'm at the end of my rope trying not to let go i've always felt so empty i settled for second place my whole life i'll always sing "i'm not sorry for anything" i realized that i'm not satisfied with staying stationary i'm a picture waiting for my frame to be replaced so paint me black and blue when I've only felt the gray i always seem so out of place it's these homesick ghosts that keep me awake at night i think i'm one of them i'm losing control of my life it's 4 am again and you're still on my mind
3.
loneliness is comforting it's always been there for me i feel so disconnected from everyone I see you can't come over now tonight is reserved for fighting all my demons i am terrified they keep me up all night i'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired i'm a nervous wreck it's been so long since I felt like i used to "we got used, too." i'm horrified that I'm wasting my life for people who wouldn't waste theirs for me i don't mean anything to anyone around here anymore you've gotta give me space gotta shut these voices out of my head
4.
Tinnitus 03:52
if i stopped thinking of you would the world fall apart? or is my head playing tricks on my heart again? i'm homesick for you you never believed me you said i was wrong so i burnt all your letters and wrote you a song to say i hope he's everything i'm not when you think of me i hope you don't feel a thing it's okay you can say it i fucked up again and i lied when i said we could just be friends cause we both know it hurts too much you deserve better then my distant love i'll admit it i'm never letting this go but I'm trying so i just thought you should know that you deserve more than my close up lies and it kills me each night i see you call again the thought of you with him is making me sick but not as sick as the thought of you alone please stop calling i won't pick up the phone if we're better off this way, then why do i feel like i'm drowning? i guess that's the way it has to be i miss you oh. i miss you and i'm sorry i'm so sorry when you think of me please remember everything
5.
i'm calling bullshit i know that you love him more than you could ever love me (i mean you send me pictures of you guys hanging out all the time) i know that you think about him every night before you go to sleep i hope you that know what you're missing i hope it keeps you up most nights i hope that you would think about me from time to time but for now I'll just lay in my bed cold and all alone i've been working on not having panic attacks whenever i see you two together (i mean he's at your house every time i show up) fuck you for laughing at all his lame jokes why can't i make you happy? (oh, come on!) i hope you that know what you're missing (i mean, really, you're with him again?) i hope it keeps you up most nights (iike, every single day, what the hell?) i hope that you would think about me from time to time (clearly you're not...so) but for now i'll just lay in my bed cold and all alone
6.
19W211 04:52
i don't sleep well anymore i just stay awake at night and overthink my life these past four years have been so lonely i don't think that I belong anywhere hey mom, i've been missing you to death last year i wrote you a letter but i don't think that you'd recognize me now i'm sorry that i haven't been home i'm just not sure where that is anymore i took your pictures off the wall and put them in a box and wrote "never open me again" i'm moving on through not thinking about you i just don't think that it's working out so well nothing feels the same hey mom, i've been missing you to death last year i wrote you a letter but i'm not sure that you'd recognize me now although i've got this emptiness inside of me i'm not standing still here anymore

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released April 26, 2016

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Everyone Says Chicago, Illinois

Everyone Says is a pop-punk/alternative band hailing from the south Chicago suburbs. Currently comprising of Peter Hunt Szpytek, Kevin Purackel, Will Moore and Bridget Stiebris, these four eclectic musicians have played iconic venues such as the Chicago House of Blues, the Bottom Lounge, and Subterranean. ... more

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